A little over 6 years ago I walked out of a job I enjoyed but didn't love, a job which fed my pocket well but left my soul feeling depleted, in order to embark on a spiritual and emotional quest to find and fall in love with myself.
I had no income other than govt benefits (which after working since I was 14 years old I felt entitled to fall back on for a while), but luckily was supported by God, my family and friends which got me through many challenging and at times scary periods of perceived lack and not having enough.
But I was committed to the process, I trusted that the changes I needed to make needed to happen by me working intently and single mindedly on myself. Which I did, and have experienced such miracles and changes emotionally, physically and spiritually that each moment has been a blessing - even when disguised as a challenge.
Today, I am doing a job which not only inspires, helps and touches young people, but also makes my heart sing. I do some of it paid and some for free because I love it enough to give my time away (within limits).
I am inspired to do many things, and have so many projects I would love to do, but also believe that as my life unfolds God will bring me opportunities to fulfil all of my dreams at the perfect time with the perfect people.
I have people in my life who are awesome and beautiful and who I love and I know love me. And have reconnected with my femininity which I express as an outward display of the divine within me. One which is beauty, and pink, and shiny, and golden and fluffy and round and sparkles.
But mostly pink and white and gold.
This quest to find and fall in love with my True Self has never been easy, but as I kept my eye on the goal it was always simple. I kept believing in what I was doing, I believed that I was being led and supported by God, so I allowed my self space to grow, make mistakes, go to the other extreme and as I head back towards the middle - find some element of balance in a way that serves me and those in my life.
The quest is by no means over. I wake up and am different each day. It's an ongoing process, one which is scary, and full of uncertainty. But one which is so worth it, and the alternative is no longer an option.
Enjoy your quest. No one else can do it for you.
Have an amazing day beautiful soul. You deserve it
I had no income other than govt benefits (which after working since I was 14 years old I felt entitled to fall back on for a while), but luckily was supported by God, my family and friends which got me through many challenging and at times scary periods of perceived lack and not having enough.
But I was committed to the process, I trusted that the changes I needed to make needed to happen by me working intently and single mindedly on myself. Which I did, and have experienced such miracles and changes emotionally, physically and spiritually that each moment has been a blessing - even when disguised as a challenge.
Today, I am doing a job which not only inspires, helps and touches young people, but also makes my heart sing. I do some of it paid and some for free because I love it enough to give my time away (within limits).
I am inspired to do many things, and have so many projects I would love to do, but also believe that as my life unfolds God will bring me opportunities to fulfil all of my dreams at the perfect time with the perfect people.
I have people in my life who are awesome and beautiful and who I love and I know love me. And have reconnected with my femininity which I express as an outward display of the divine within me. One which is beauty, and pink, and shiny, and golden and fluffy and round and sparkles.
But mostly pink and white and gold.
This quest to find and fall in love with my True Self has never been easy, but as I kept my eye on the goal it was always simple. I kept believing in what I was doing, I believed that I was being led and supported by God, so I allowed my self space to grow, make mistakes, go to the other extreme and as I head back towards the middle - find some element of balance in a way that serves me and those in my life.
The quest is by no means over. I wake up and am different each day. It's an ongoing process, one which is scary, and full of uncertainty. But one which is so worth it, and the alternative is no longer an option.
Enjoy your quest. No one else can do it for you.
Have an amazing day beautiful soul. You deserve it